PRESENT＃３－Happy 4th monthsary babe! <3
This time round I’ve chosen to give you the monthsary letter via
the blog because I haven’t posted anything on it ever since you gave me two
months back. And also, you can read it whenever and wherever you want as long
as you have internet hehe
it’s going to be a long letter, get ready! Here it goes!
YAY!
By now I think you’ve already received your 4th
monthsary presents from me, hope you like them! (sorry no sunblock no straw hat
no umbrella no hair) HAHAHAHA
Four months….if we start counting from
the time we started talking to each other, another 4 more months and we will
know each other for a year already. ONE YEAR. Can you believe it?! One year 这么快。Do you feel it’s fast too?
Thank you for making loving you so effortless and simple. For
making getting to know you, to getting together with you, to building this
relationship together with you, enjoyable and generally smooth sailing thus
far.
Thank you for also communicating with me even though you may not
feel like talking to me, or bringing up our differences.
Thank you for being that best friend where I can share anything
with. For being like family where you will stand up to me when you think I’m
wrong, for not being afraid to tell me your alternative views. And lastly, for
loving me like a lover.
THANK YOU FOR BEING SO AWESOME BABE ^^
I know although we always say “communication is the key to a
healthy and lasting relationship”, nobody would ever like differences, conflicts
or arguments as it brings out negative emotions in people.
That is why, other than the thank yous, I also want to say sorry
to you. Sorry for all the sadness, hurt and anger I’ve made you felt over the
months. Sorry for being insecure,
oversensitive and needing more attention from you at times. Hahaha I must have
irritated you quite a bit.
All of these只是因为我太在意你了，所以才会有这种行为。希望你能明白，也能体谅。 Although
relationship is not always about having fun or being happy together, hope you
won’t be sian of me, of us, because of our arguments :’(
Arguments make us understand each other better, and allow us to
grow as individuals and as a couple, right?
Hope that you will continue to try to be patient with me, at times
where you are irritated with my actions or words,okay? *inserts
failed 撒娇 here*
I
remember you telling me before that love is a constant choice.
It’s
not something that just happens with no say. It’s an active choice you make
that also happens to involve another person.
The first step
to deciding to be with someone, is choosing to love them. You have made that
choice on 9th July 2016 or maybe even earlier and I’m still feeling
so lucky about it. <3
Which
is why I am going to promise you one thing this monthsary. That I am always
going to choose you, every single day.
I
know it’s not going to be easy. In fact, it’s probably going to be really hard.
As the relationship gets longer, there will definitely be days when we don’t
want each other and when I don’t want you and when you won’t want me.
There
will be days when choosing you and accepting you and loving you would feel like
climbing a mountain. There will also be days when you don’t want to love me, but
I’ll expect you to love me anyway.
But
I will choose you, even when faced with those hard times, and I won’t balk at
the battle.
I
cannot promise to be your dream girl every day or promise that we’ll always
have days that feel easy and effortless. Some days will be more tornados than
sunshine, more rain than rainbows. But
the true testament to real love, to a love worth having, is one’s willingness
to weather the storm.
I
will continue to choose you.
I
will choose you on days where you have pimple outbreaks, and on days where you
look your finest that even iphone new iOS recognises you as a different person.
I
will also choose you on the days when you don’t know why you’re upset but
you’re not bubbly or fun and I will choose you on the days when you can’t stop
smiling.
I
will choose you on the days when I say I am mad at you and I will choose you on
the days when I can’t believe we hadn’t met sooner.
I
will choose you. Accept you. Love you.
I
will love you even when I hate you.
Without
question and without limitations.
No
running.
Hopefully,
you’ll want to do the same for me too. Because that, my love,
is what I will promise (every day) to do for you.
And hopefully we get to take care of each other, till and
even when we’re old and smelly XDOnce again, Happy 4th monthsary and to many more months and years to come!
Here's a song that I want to dedicate to you this month, it expresses what I want to say to you too :) Enjoyyyyyy ~
- 汤汤
