09 July 2016, I will never forget this date.
You managed to claim leave on a weekend, Saturday.
So we decided to make full use of this day by going far. We decided to go Sentosa.
Actually a few days before 9 July, I had decided to give us a try. We had so many things in common.
Our interests, hobbies, behaviour, family background and etc etc... I believed that we could be a perfect couple. Furthermore, our feeling towards each other grew each day since the day we started to talk. I would want you to be my girlfriend one day, but I didn't know when should I confess to you.
Should I wait till I had totally forgotten my ex? I know that you mind this issue a lot. I know that you would want me to move on totally before I started a new relationship. At the same time, I know myself well. I am a sentimental person. I don't think I can forget my ex totally. She is my first afterall. She had left a scar in my heart. I don't think I can erase the scar easily. Scar is still a scar, can't be erased. I don't wanna wait till that day, as I know it will be a few years later.
Please forgive my selfishness! Please forgive me... You are such a nice perfect girl. You have almost all the qualities that I would want to have on my future girlfriend. I don't want to loose you, especially when you have so many suitors around you. So I decided to confess to you soon. I wanted you to be my girl. However, please trust me this... though I can't forget my ex completely, I have given up my love in her. She doesn't worth my love anymore.
I wanted to confess to you in a memorable way, as I know that you like it that way. You complained to me before that your ex didn't do the confession well. You were disappointed.
And after much consideration, I decided to confess on 9 Jul, the only Saturday we spent together and the only whole day we spent together. I believed that it would be much memorable as compared to after office hours. Furthermore, the date of confession is very important to me as it will serve as our future anniversary date. Plus, I'm kind of 迷信. I hope that it would be a 吉利日 which can bless our relationship. So I read out 9 july 2016 in my mind for a few times, thinking is it a nice date? The more I read the more I felt familiar. And out of sudden I found my answer... 9716 is the starting 4 digits of my phone number. Was it a hint to me to start a relationship with you? (Anyway, I hope that the last 4 digits of my number doesn't mean the end of our relationship, but the date of our marriage. hehe). Then I went to see the chinese calendar, 09 July 2016 is 初六，六日. Does it mean 六六大顺？Lastly, I went to ask my son for opinion. He told me that it was a good day to confess. He would give us his blessing. And that's the reasons why 09 July 2016.
On 09 July 2016, we had our lunch at Vivocity foodcourt before heading into Sentosa. Actually, I did consider whether to confess to you in the afternoon before heading to Sentosa or at night after our Sentosa trip. In the end I chose at night, as it was much romantic, I supposed. However, that also mean that I couldn't treat you as my girlfriend at Sentosa. What should I do?!?
I wanted the sentosa trip to be our first official date, but at the same time I wanted to confess to you at night. I wanted both options! In the end, without further much consider, I initiated to hold your hand while walking into Sentosa. Luckily you didn't push my hand away... If not, no more second part. Indeed 六六大顺! hahaha...
We walked hand in hand into Sentosa. Romantic and sweet to me. Hopefully you felt the same too. We decided to go Sentosa SEA aquarium
and Madame Tussaud Museum. We had a great time sightseeing and taking pictures there.
At night, we went back to vivocity for dinner. We chose to eat at crystal jade after a long day outdoor. Finally, it's time for confession. I brought you up to level 3 Vivocity open space. I gave you my Doraemon in stitch drawing and a zhen diary (for you to write anything about me and the relationship). I discussed with you on a checklist on our relationship view before I asked you the question (I know this is so not romantic!!! But I really want our relationship to be a stable one. We have to discuss this). You replied a YES!!! HAPPY and LUCKY me!!! :D
The reason why I drew a Doraemon in stitch:
You like Stitch and I like Doraemon. You once drew a Stitch in Doraemon for me. Now I drew a Doraemon in Stitch for you. Would like to let you know that I hope that we can blend in and compromise each other to make this relationship possible. Relationship needs give and takes.
This plan also explained why I asked you to wear a stitch T shirt while I wore a Doraemon T today.
The reason why I gave you a Zhen diary:
Actually I planned to give you a blog as gift one day. However, the blog was typed out in my view. I hoped to read your view too. Plus Zhen diary served as a hardcopy. This blog served as softcopy.
Babe, thanks for letting me love you and thanks for loving me.
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